This "making amends" isn't going as well as I had hoped. My daughter had to have read my message to her on Facebook and I have gotten no response. I'd like to say it doesn't hurt. I'd like to say it doesn't bother me. Yet, it does.
I know I was wrong in a lot of my actions back then. But I'm willing to go through the hard work of exposing the pain to have a relationship with her again. We used to have such fun together. She had a way of making me laugh about the stupidest things. I really miss her.
Do I give her time to process the information I'm giving her? Does she even believe that I'm telling the truth? I truly feel like I've lost one of my best friends.
I've apologized. I've tried to explain where my head was at at the time. I can't do anymore than that, other than leave it in the hands of God. I've seen Him do miracles and I trust that He can handle our relationship as well.
A place to unload the worries of the day and celebrate the knowledge I am not alone in this crazy world!
you did your part sometimes it sucks but you just gotta wait I would say she probally thinking about it maybeit will take her awhile to respond but I bet she thinking alot about what u said.
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