17 Days To Go

I can't help boring y'all with this wedding talk, but it's truly the only thing on my mind at the moment.  Maybe I'm allowed.  Maybe all the years and tears and loneliness was the road I had to take to get to this point.  The years and tears and loneliness brought me to Joel and he is leading me back to life again. 

I've thought about this for so long it seems unreal to be living it.  And truly, it isn't about the beautiful dress, flowers, soloist, reception, and dance...it's about Joel and I looking each other in the eyes and saying those vows that we will be true to one another for the rest of our lives.  I hope I don't cry, but I know I will.  Joel is a very good man and the love I have for him continues to grow with each passing day.