Having kind of a tough moment. Someone I love dearly isn't talking to me right now. My heart actually hurts. We used to be so close and now she thinks I'm just a fake and a chameleon. She says I get lost in a relationship and don't show people who I really am. Now I'm afraid to write anything. I'm feeling pushed down and silenced once again.
I know this has more to do with me than with my loved one. I know I can chose my own attitude, but it's hard to do when my feelings are hurt. God gave us our emotions and I really should just stay with the feeling until it resolves itself. Find out why people can get me to feel this way.
I think it's because I feel guilty where this person is concerned. I didn't always do right by her and for whatever reason, these feelings of abandonment are bombarding her now. I tell her I love her, but there's just no response. The hurt is worse because we used to do so much together. I know I should give her some time to process everything she needs to, but it's very difficult for me to wait.
Blah, blah, blah. Tomorrow will be a better day.
A place to unload the worries of the day and celebrate the knowledge I am not alone in this crazy world!
know that god loves us and god is good and how can we doubt that he wont take care of our situations children if you're a parent and they have a problem you are not gonna be left alone until we solve that problem and as we earthly parents how much more does our god get stirred up and on our side when we cry out to him whatever situation u r in god knows about it we serve a god that's sees serve a god that hears and he loves u and weather u feel like it or not and u prayed and u r trusting him he IS working on your problem in the mean time stay calm stay sweet stay out of fear and keep on keeping on love live be happy
ReplyDeleteSometimes it's important to remember the harder we try to pull someone toward us, the further we push them away. Have trust and faith In God that she will come to you when SHE is ready, not when you are ready.
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